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Origins (ep)

by Otan Vargas

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1.
Contaminated 03:15
What happened do you remember me All the things I said do you believe in me And now I don't know where to start over again You waste it all now I feel nothing I'm nothing I Am your healing Trying to keep you away So you chose to conceal in vain But there's no place to hide that never ending shame And now there's nothing left your life is disarrayed You've waste it all now I feel nothing I'm nothing I Am your healing Trying to keep you away From this world of contamination The lie inside they feed you From this world of contamination The lie inside that feeds you I Am your healing Trying to keep you away From Yourself
2.
Gravel 04:25
I tried not to express all these thoughts I hide for years Slowly losing all my faith I'm still living in this world of hate Receive it I cant take it gravel voices inside my head Curses that you set and all the damage that you left Everything is so unreal I wish they'd all just disappear Receive it I cant take it gravel voices inside my head Receive it I cant take it I know these vices cant kill this pain Because of you I'm all alone I don't want to go back home Because of you I'm all alone I don't want to go back home Whispering your name behind this window pane I cannot stop this rain everything I've done was all in vain Receive it I cant take it gravel voices inside my head Receive it I cant take it I know these vices cant kill this pain Because of you I'm all alone I don't want to go back home Because of you I'm all alone I don't want to go back home
3.
Unclean 04:23
I'm waiting outside the door I don't know why am I still here I want to tell you everything right now But I don't know if you would hear me Help me I'm so afraid they pushed me away Help me they won't let me in I feel so unclean It's hard for me to understand The life they gave me is not in my hands It's hard to find someone who cares Cause every time I fall nobody's there Help me I'm so afraid they pushed me away Help me they wont let me in I feel so unclean I feel isolated and rejected from everything they do They don't see me they don't need me I feel separated and neglected nobody cares but you Please don't leave me you said you need me Help me I'm so afraid they pushed me away Help me they wont let me in I feel so unclean
4.
A Place 04:09
Bitterness inside of me there's no place to run Endlessness of this misery slowly breaking me down It's raining and I'm walking by myself It's hard to penetrate in your heart I don't have a place I'm dragging my soul out from this wreckage that you left But I can't get out here you buried me along with all these memories It's raining and I'm walking by myself It's hard to penetrate in your heart I don't have a place Can you hear me cause all this time I try to hide this from you Can you see there's nothing left but you It's raining and I'm walking by myself It's hard to penetrate in your heart I don't have a place
5.
King Down 03:01
I ain't taking power from the weak I ain't living life out of fear I ain't taking more of this I ain't sharing what I really feel I ain't breaking out of my shell I ain't selling souls down to hell I ain't taking more of this I ain't sharing what I really feel You don't feel me You don't see me You don't feel me You don't see me I ain't taking more of this I ain't sharing what I really feel I ain't taking more of this I ain't sharing what I really feel
6.
Cloudless sky that I never seem to find Emptiness inside that I can never hide I threw my life away I threw my life away Trying to find a constant peace for my soul In this road I chose where I am bound to lose I threw my life away I threw my life away Can't follow me Can't follow me Can't follow me

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released April 14, 2014

Produced by Johnny April
Associate Producer - Todd Poulson

Guest Musicians:
Bass Guitar - Rich Mollo
Drums & Percussion - Dom Barranco
Electric Guitar - Cody Bryden

Music & Lyrics by Otan Vargas


Special Thanks To:
Todd Poulson, Ginnie Faraci, Shawn Maloney, Domenico Grande, Aaron Hollan and Martin Kresinske for their friendship and their tremendous amount of support on Patreon!

Thank you to my friends and fans who has been supporting me on Patreon for more than a year, thank you for believing in what I do,
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Todd Poulson, Ginnie Faraci, Martin Kresinske, Aaron Hollan, Bill Dunn, Raina Menchetti, Domenico Grande, Dennis Majeski, Jonathon Glenn, Anthony Phillips, Grant Stewart, Viktor Kruger, Phil Barbanti, Alison Bennington, Thomas Lanphear, Jeri Milan, Jeff Vargas, Vickie Love, Tony Rodriguez, Aaron Wanserski, Martin Mathieson, Teri Porter, Valerie, Veronica, Jennifer Shorter, Erica Stahl, R.J. Gronlie, Mike Wernick, Veronik Catheryn, Dough Farrar, William Centola, Chris and Bre'ann Combs, Jeff Vargas, Dolly Key, Samuel Puchala, Lucas Broadway, Irene Garjian, Lisa Napolitano, Amy Carson, Tammy Gainey, Ronnie Collins, Brian Prytko, Andrew Stewart.

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Otan Vargas writes songs about man’s struggle, sorrow and pain and finding the strength to continue on. What started out simply as a means of personal therapy for himself has transformed into an inspirational beacon for adoring fans worldwide.

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