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Alone (album)

by Otan Vargas

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TONY ZAGORAIOS Such a great artist...Really one of the best voices i have ever heard.So many feelings and emotions inside this album. Favorite track: Alone.
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1.
Insanity 05:28
Turn out the lights I'm blinded by this insanity The sun doesn't shine I cannot see through this life I cannot move on I don't want to stay here all alone Darkness inside me please be gone You left me I'm drowning You left me I don't know which way to go You left me I cannot take this stain away from my chest I cannot take this stain away you left me with scar that I can't erase I cannot take this stain away I wish that these sufferings just fade You don't see me staring at your face Cause you're swallowed by pride and apathy If only I could get out of your cage All these lies and dark thoughts bring me pain You left me I'm drowning You left me I don't know which way to go You left me I cannot take this stain away from my chest I cannot take this stain away you left me with scar that I can't erase I cannot take this stain away I wish that these sufferings just fade But you turn out the lights now I'm blinded by this insanity
2.
Today 04:17
I don't care who's right just separate me from the fire I cannot take this over again Today I will go away today Today I will leave it all behind today I don't know who I am but I'm living with your name You forced me to see all the violence and rage that I carry inside me Today I will go away today Today I will leave it all behind today And I feel this everyday no matter how I try it never goes away And I tried to stay away from all the tensions that you gave me but the agony remains Today I will go away today Today I will leave it all behind today I don't care who's right
3.
Gravel 05:21
I tried not to express all these thoughts I hide for years Slowly losing all my faith I'm still living in this world of hate Receive it I cant take it gravel voices inside my head Curses that you set and all the damage that you left Everything is so unreal I wish they'd all just disappear Receive it I cant take it gravel voices inside my head Receive it I cant take it I know these vices cant kill this pain Because of you I'm all alone I don't want to go back home Because of you I'm all alone I don't want to go back home Whispering your name behind this window pane I cannot stop this rain everything I've done was all in vain Receive it I cant take it gravel voices inside my head Receive it I cant take it I know these vices cant kill this pain Because of you I'm all alone I don't want to go back home Because of you I'm all alone I don't want to go back home Receive it I cant take this gravel voices inside my head
4.
Enter this life where I'm hiding everything I feel so cold under the sun I want to leave before I'm gone why can't I clean these dirty hands Wear my pain wear my fears there's nothing left that I can change wear my chains Save me from myself I cannot live with all these sorrows I sold my soul to save myself I'm so afraid of my tomorrow Wear my pain wear my fears there's nothing left that I can change wear my chains
5.
Alone 05:49
Alone deep in the dark I hide all my sorrows from you I tried to cover this pain that flows through my veins all this time I'm slowly decaying My head is fading I feel like I'm bleeding I'm down and forsaken I bear all this hate my heart is begging to fade But I stayed kept looking and found that nobody stands by my side I'm slowly decaying My head is fading I feel like I'm bleeding I'm down and forsaken The pressure I kept inside I'm totally drowning I cannot take this anymore This tension hate and anger vanquish my life all alone I'll break all of your rules I have to be free from your chains But I'm lost nowhere to go no one to blame but my own I'm slowly decaying My head is fading I feel like I'm bleeding I'm down and forsaken The pressure I kept inside I'm totally drowning I cannot take this anymore This tension hate and anger vanquish my life all alone Nothing has changed Everything remains the same I'm left here and bounded By this hatred forever The pressure I kept inside I'm totally drowning I cannot take this anymore This tension hate and anger vanquish my life all alone It's late I know its the end but I'm back from where I begun
6.
Unclean 03:57
I'm waiting outside the door I don't know why am I still here I want to tell you everything right now But I don't know if you would hear me Help me I'm so afraid they pushed me away Help me they won't let me in I feel so unclean It's hard for me to understand The life they gave me is not in my hands It's hard to find someone who cares Cause every time I fall nobody's there Help me I'm so afraid they pushed me away Help me they wont let me in I feel so unclean I feel isolated and rejected from everything they do They don't see me they don't need me I feel separated and neglected nobody cares but you Please don't leave me you said you need me
7.
Contaminated 03:51
What happened do you remember me All the things I've said did you believe in me And now I don't know where to start over again You've waste it all now I feel nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I am your healing Trying to keep you away So you chose too conceal in vain But there's no place to hide that never ending shame And now there's nothing left your life is disarray You've waste it all now I feel nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I am your healing Trying to keep you away From this world of contamination The lie inside they feed you From this world of contamination The lie inside that feeds you I am your healing Trying to keep you away I am your healing Trying to keep you away From yourself
8.
Blame 03:08
Burning in my frame images that I created From all the madness I had made Too much shade inside my head Too much love it causes hate I gave everything to you But who's to blame who's to blame You simply put out the fire and led me into the night But all the things you've said and done left a hole inside my brain I don't mean much in your life like a flower to your grave Forgive me I can't hide But who's to blame who's to blame
9.
A Place 06:27
Bitterness inside of me there's no place to run Endlessness of this misery slowly breaking me down It's raining and I'm walking by myself It's hard to penetrate in your heart I don't have a place I'm dragging my soul out from this wreckage that you left But I can't get out here you buried me along with all these memories It's raining and I'm walking by myself It's hard to penetrate in your heart I don't have a place Can you hear me cause all this time I try to hide this from you Can you see there's nothing left but you It's raining and I'm walking by myself It's hard to penetrate in your heart I don't have a place
10.
Cloudless sky that I never seem to find Emptiness inside that I can never hide I threw my life away I threw my life away Trying to find a constant peace for my soul On this road I chose where I am bound to lose I threw my life away I threw my life away Can't follow me Can't follow me Can't follow me
11.
Without You 05:00
Nobody knows how I feel deep down inside Surrounded by hatred and lies but it's your words that flow inside Without you I'm not here Without you I can't see myself Without you I can't feel Without you my life would still be the same I once was lost in this empty world but now I found myself through you Continue to fight continue to lose but I still believe in you Without you I'm not here Without you I can't see myself Without you I can't feel Without you my life would still be the same So I want to say this to you before you go Cause I don't know if I would have another chance to say Without you I'm not here Without you I can't see myself Without you I can't feel Without you my life would still be the same

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released December 15, 2009

Alone with his acoustic guitar and indescribable melancholic voice, the theme of the album centers in the anonymous feeling of desertion, but Otan Vargas' music differs in that it enigmatically brings sanguinity despite of its evoking sadness.

Recorded at Hole in the Ground Studios in Long Island, NY 2009

2009 Otan Vargas Debut Album

Music & Lyrics by Otan Vargas


Special Thanks To:
Todd Poulson, Ginnie Faraci, Shawn Maloney, Domenico Grande, Aaron Hollan and Martin Kresinske for their friendship and their tremendous amount of support on Patreon!

Thank you to my friends and fans who has been supporting me on Patreon for more than a year, thank you for believing in what I do,
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Otan Vargas writes songs about man’s struggle, sorrow and pain and finding the strength to continue on. What started out simply as a means of personal therapy for himself has transformed into an inspirational beacon for adoring fans worldwide.

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