Inside it lives

by Otan Vargas

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Jan 16 The Bitter End New York, NY
Jan 24 Wine Cellar On Main Northport, NY
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Mar 06 Wine Cellar On Main(Solo) Northport, NY
Mar 07 House Concert (Private Show) San Antonio, TX
Mar 08 House Concert (Private Show) Corpus Christi, TX
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May 03 Boot Campaign Benefit Show Oklahoma City, OK
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Jun 13 Gilbert's Resort Key Largo, FL
Jun 07 Philippine Independence Day Parade New York, NY
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Jun 26 Yarde Tavern South Hadley, MA
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Close the door and take away my eyes
Cause I've been staring at the beauty of your lies
It's hard to let go but I can't keep pretending
That everything is fine
Everything is gone

Inside it lives and contaminate my feelings
Can you take it away from me

Hear the words I've caged forever
Feel the pain of every step towards the darkness
See the skin I torn to pieces
Seal the wounds that never heal wrapped around my fears

Inside it lives and contaminate my feelings
Inside it lives and my heart won't stop from bleeding
Inside it lives and its hard to be forgiving
Inside it lives can you take it away from me

Take it all away
I won't find another place
Take it all away
I won't find another place


released 20 March 2015
Music & Lyrics by Otan Vargas
recorded in New York, NY
Artwork by lilstumbleboy- jeremy w. scott at Deviantart

Special Thanks to:
Todd Poulson, Ginnie Faraci, Shawn Maloney, Peter Emelone and Aaron Hollan for their tremendous amount of support and to all my Patrons who continue to support what I love to do.



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Otan Vargas New York, New York

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Otan Vargas’ appeal is found in his deep gravelly vocals backed by brooding bass lines. A powerful simplistic combination layered with candid lyrics.

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